I'm letting go of the anger therefore this blog will never be written in again.

It's still up because I find it cute. :D

Lectures

I hate lectures.
I don't need people.
I have acquaintances.
I'm still looking for that one person who will understand who I am but that will probably never happen. I have come to terms with that.
I used to have a hard time letting go. It is so much easier now. I could honestly care less now. No matter what I do, it will never help people understand me better. I hate to say I give up so I'll just say that I relinquish all further advances.

Alone

Honest to goodness I just want to be alone right now. So much shit is happening in my life or what I fucking call a life. It hasn't been much of anything but shit. Bad things just seem to fucking follow me around. Don't I deserve to have happiness for at least a little while? Can't I feel relief for a large extent of time? I'm so tired of the bullshit!

Fuck!

I am so fucking pissed right now. I'm tired of having to shoulder everyone else's mistakes. Why can't you just get the fucking program! Stop making me look incompetent because you are.

SON OF A FUCKING BITCH!