Lectures

I hate lectures.
I don't need people.
I have acquaintances.
I'm still looking for that one person who will understand who I am but that will probably never happen. I have come to terms with that.
I used to have a hard time letting go. It is so much easier now. I could honestly care less now. No matter what I do, it will never help people understand me better. I hate to say I give up so I'll just say that I relinquish all further advances.